Tired.

It's times like this that I must remind myself that you can't change other people's actions or reactions, only your own.

And that sometimes, the only way to respond is to walk away. That's a fact that makes me incredibly sad.

On a completely different note, I wrote my last post when I was feeling kind of disconnected. Disconnected from what was happening in my friends' lives, disconnected from the person I used to be before life got so damn complicated. Then, something happened with one of my best friends that made me realize that when it counts, I am still that person I thought I'd lost a little. I don't have time to be her all the time, because life is more than JUST being a good friend to people and there has to be balance. But when the chips are down, I'm there for her, just like she would be for me. And it made me feel immensely better about how my life is going.